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    Monday, April 24th, 2006
    5:01 pm
    Hidden Haven
    Okay - don't get excited, this isn't an update...it's just I'm sick of HH not coming up on google.... so yes.... Hidden Haven, the RPG forum I'm an admin at. Keywords, Muse, Shindou Zakarei, Vae Wolfsong, Btd, Cheyanne, Sekhmet... erm yes...

    http://s15.invisionfree.com/Hidden_Haven/index.php?act=idx

    Join us or die...

    Love Fallyn xXx

    Current Mood: bouncy
    Current Music: You Drive Me Crazy - Britney Spears
    Thursday, March 16th, 2006
    11:11 pm
    RPGing...
    Since the stupid board crashed lol.

    Post by Liadan

    Vampires, elves, demons... Nyriad found she had alot on her mind as she wandered curiously into 'The Nightshade Tavern', screwing her nose up at the could of smoke that decended upon her. She found she did not feel like finding a lake to bathe in just right now, she was just getting used to her human legs and returning to the water would just mean she'd have to go through that process all over again.

    She could no longer be a true child of the sea. Going back to the deep waters meant too much fear and pain, it meant facing up to the horror of her past. It remained an oppressive part of her world, like winter's rotting leaves still scattered on the ground, waiting for the spring breeze to come and whisk them away. She was not ready for the spring breeze just yet.

    Sighing heavily Nyriad slipped behind a dark wooden table and into a welcoming seat, her eyes searching through the smoke to view the assorted characters present. There weren't many people here, but those that were looked quite content, supping their ale and gossiping with eachother. Friends...

    She had friends now, just like she used to. But would they be real friends? She had first come out of the sea, naieve and trusting- even after the near genocide of all her people by the merfolk. Maybe she had believed in friendship then because of him, he'd been constant, never changing, just like the tide going in and out and in...then she had been forced out- out into the real world without him. And she was never going to retreat into his arms again. Would the waves on the shore weep if they could never fold back into the sea again? She had cried a thousand tears, enough to have created her own waterworld surely- if water was what she wanted anymore. It wasn't.

    So much pain, too much pain. Why was she able to take away the pain of others and yet not the pain of herself?

    'I can never go back to the sea
    The waves they conspired before casting me free
    They thought I might live in the world up above
    They left me to live in a world without love...'

    "Aw, lovey thats a pretty little singasong innit.."

    Nyriad jumped, her hand instrinctively finding shiny on the chord she had tied about her neck. She'd daydreamed and mused her rhyme outloud it seemed. The pretty barmaid was leaning over the table and Nyriad saw with jealousy that big breasted barmaids were common both under the sea and up on the land. Shaking her head she felt her own small breasts, lamenting that they might as well just be flat.

    The barmaid went a little red and gave Nyriad an odd look, which suggested you shouldn't go about touching your chest in The Nightshade Tavern. Nyriad blushed.

    "So what'll it be, dearie?"

    "Do you have honeyed wine?" Nyriad had been thirsty for that sweet beverage for many months now.

    "We do indeed...one honey wine coming up.."

    Nyriad grinned happily, she'd drink first...maybe a few glasses...there was no harm in that surely. Not after the mad events of the day.


    ********

    Post by Wolfsong

    Oh, how he loved pretending to be mortal.

    Vae strolled into the tavern, his skin warm from feeding, but still carrying that pale deathly tinge. The bar was dark, but his preternatural eyes scanned the rows of drunks. Men sat with their wenches, smoking their cigars and hoping to take their women home. None were as beautiful as the maiden he took the night before, the one he stole from the scoundral's arms.

    Suddenly, he noticed a familiar face. 'Ah, that little water girl...' he thought. He strolled forward and came close to her.

    "Excuse me, miss, but could a nasty old vampire join you?" he whispered, sitting down anyway.

    *********

    Post by Liadan

    Nyriad hiccuped. "What do you think shiny, shall we let the blood sucking fiend join us?"

    Shiny did not reply, just sat on the table very much like a precious stone ought to, whether shaped as a butterfly or not.

    "Well thats fine if you wont speak to me..(hiccup) I'll talk to the bitter nasty vampyre instead...and if I get hurt it will be all your fault." She wagged her finger at the stone. The stone did not seem bothered.

    Nyriad turned her face away from it in a huff, focusing her gaze on Vae as she downed the last of her 5th glass...or maybe it was her 6th...

    *********

    Post by Wolfsong

    Vae laughed. "Now now, you're going to hurt this bitter nasty vampire's feelings!" At least she saw he was evil, he thought. Unlike that annoying tiger girl.

    The barman came over, looking inquisitively at the silver haired vampire. 'What'll it be, good sir?' he asked. Vae smiled.

    "One empty wine glass, my man! And bring it quickly". The barman gave him a strange look, but returned to the bar, only to bring back a glass and move on.

    "You know, Nyriad," Vae sighed, "I'm really not as bad as you think I am. I just wish to love...unlife."

    A rat scurried across under Vae's feet, hoping to catch some fallen crumbs. Vae shot down, breaking it's neck and draining its blood into the glass. He threw the body across the room, not looking nor caring who it hit, and sipped the blood from the glass.

    "Red wine...don't you just love it?"

    *******

    Post by Liadan

    Nyriad wrinkled her little nose in disgust, "I'm only talking to you because shiny is tired and grumpy."

    Still she found she was somewhat curious about the taste of this red wine...but rats were vermin..and this vampire was just an oversized killer flea. Imagining a tiny Vae hoping between cats and dogs made her giggle, and due to her intoxicated state it came out a little louder than she'd intended and she clapped her hand over her mouth. Silence settled over the people for a moment as they stared at her...then muttering resumed and Nyriad tried to hide behind her empty wine glass.


    ***********

    Post by Wolfsong

    Vae blinked in surprise. 'Well, she's certaintly drunk' he thought.

    He laughed at the look on the lady's face, the one the rat had hit. She had no idea where it came from, but when she looked at Vae, he waved with a grin.

    He turned back to Nyriad, who was drunkingly looking perplexed by the very environment around her.

    "Another drink, my dear? The very room is filled with rats, you can take your pick."

    He shot down and grabbed a fat one, picking it up and stroking it's fur. "How about this little cutie?" Vae laughed. Oh, to tease the living.

    ***********

    Post by Liadan


    Nyriad didn't really understand what was happening, was the world really so far away...was she becoming a bird now? From sea creature, to land creature to sky creature. She looked up, spreading her arms like wings. "Fly, fly, up in the sky' She shouted. Then the world did go away as she passed out, her head hitting the mahogany table with a thump.

    *************

    Post by Fallyn


    Zak entered the Nightshade Tavern, without any hope of finding Vae... But he had looked everywhere...

    The prayer beads the Earth Goddess had given him were wrapped around his wrist, the kanji symbols of all four elements glowing faintly on the black beads. He had made trips to all four temples now and each Goddess had blessed them for him.

    Kaze hadn't spoken since the final blessing had been done... but sometimes he went silent for long periods of time. The real test would be when he came face to face with Vae.

    The smoke made him cough as he walked inside, stinging his eyes. It was a disgusting habit...

    He scanned the room quickly, then suddenly caught sight of Vae, with (his stomach did a flip flop) Nyriad. Zak was walking towards them before he even realised it.

    "Mind if I join you?" His voice was incredibly calm... unnaturally so.

    ************************

    OOC: Kay - your turn Matt
    Saturday, May 28th, 2005
    3:44 pm
    Woot!!! ^-^ Also I'm in LOVE with Obi Wan...
    I got a Mod's Choice!!! I got a Mod's Choice!!! *dances* I'm going to be smiling like an idiot all day now. lol.

    http://elfwood.lysator.liu.se/libr/f/a/fallyn2/mirror_mirror.html.html

    I also saw Star Wars last weekend, and it was very sad, but not even that can bring me down!!!

    Aaaaannnnnnndddddd... The first season of InuYasha just arrived.

    *dances so more*

    Loves and Kisses and Balloons for everyone!

    H xxxxx

    Current Mood: JOY!!! JOY!!! JOY!!!
    Current Music: giggles
    Tuesday, May 3rd, 2005
    6:13 pm
    Monday, April 11th, 2005
    7:09 pm
    And some more quizzes

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    Current Music: Nightwish Setting Sun
    Monday, April 4th, 2005
    10:55 pm
    Damn and Blast....aka so many quizs
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    Some of these are bound to conflict....

    Current Mood: Frozen
    Friday, April 1st, 2005
    4:33 pm
    *points at icon*
    Hey look, i made a Rosedust bonita doll! lol.

    Current Mood: tired
    Current Music: none
    Friday, March 18th, 2005
    3:39 pm
    Whee Belly dancing
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    It was fun. :) Can't wait til the next class.
    Monday, March 7th, 2005
    8:32 pm
    Mialyn story by Lyndsay E. Gilbert
    Mialyn entered Thayden’s bedroom warily, unsure of the state in which she would find her fiancé. The place was dimly lit, several candles burning low at the bedside table and more on the holders along the walls.



    Thayden lay on the bed, one tattooed arm placed across his face to hide his eyes. Mialyn clutched her healing kit tighter and made her way to his side.



    “Thayden?” She asked, setting the kit on the bedside, careful to keep it away from the burning candles, “Thayden.” She called again.



    He responded by giving a small groan, and Mialyn lifted his arm away from his face. His usually bronzed complexion was highly paled, save for two burning patches of crimson on his cheeks. He was fevered, and his brow was creased, even as he lay there barely conscious. Her grandfather had refused him admittance to the medical bay and any doctor was forbidden from visiting him.



    Mialyn knew that by rights he should have been executed. No man lived to see the next minute after attempting to kill Osiris Descouedres. Her Grandfather merely kept Thayden alive because he was intrigued. Mialyn had spoken with him only moments before and he showed no sign of relenting his desire to keep Thayden under the wrap of the slave collar. She supposed in a way he was only sane to do so.



    Thayden had been highly foolish to move against the King of Epsilon. Still, Mialyn’s own pride was hurt. She should not be made to marry a man whilst her was degraded so by the enchanted collar.



    She was Princess, a princess of many worlds and Thayden was a warrior- a brave man who deserved her hand in marriage as much as any man- Prince or Commoner, Slave or free. He had proved himself worthy and so he should be honoured.



    Mialyn had attempted to argue so with her Grandfather but her father had silenced her and sent her to do her duty to Thayden, and aid him in a time of need with her knowledge in healing.



    By the Draconian patriarch it was her place to heal and tend to her family, and so Mialyn had been taught well the arts of healing, not only of Draconian Healing but of Epsilonian and though forbidden, of Demshalle also.



    Katryna had labelled her a skilled student with a natural aptitude, and as Mialyn ran her hands over Thayden’s brow she could tell immediately that her Grandfather had torn energy through Thayden’s mind and aura. Blood stained his cheeks below his eyes. The wards on his slave collar were still lit and Mialyn could see that there was a ring of blood beneath the collar where it had tightened and cut. Thayden was indeed lucky to be alive.



    Mialyn set to work, taking out the apt herbs and using her magick to boil the cup of water she had brought. She stewed the herbs she needed and allowed the potion to cool before placing a hand under Thayden’s head and titling it up to pour the warm liquid into his mouth. It poured easily down his throat and Mialyn laid him back down, satisfied.



    Next she brought out her healing pastes and rubbed them over his eyes, opening the lids and smoothing some into his eye whites. Still, the sleeping warrior did not wake.



    Her hardest task was the magick involved in loosening the hateful collar, but after several failed attempts with ward magick she managed to place her little finger under and smooth some of the paste onto the red ring of blood.



    Thayden woke at that. Sitting up instantly, and reaching out for his sword. When he saw that it was Mialyn that stood before him, he relaxed, pushing himself into a sitting stance and smiling wanly at his fiancée.



    “How are you feeling?” Mialyn asked, her eyes being drawn against her will to stare at the tattoos running over his smooth bronze chest and his finely muscled stomach. He was naked save for a white linen loincloth, which was embroidered with Draconian symbols, she read them seeing that it was his family name. Then she blushed furiously when she saw that he was watching her, knowing where she looked.



    He smiled flirtatiously and she turned abruptly to her healing kit, placing the pastes and herbs into the bag again. She hated herself for this, she should never show her emotions, she never did before strangers. And Thayden was a stranger. He should not be so brazen.



    She turned back to him, “You have not answered my question. How are you feeling?”



    “Better.” He was quiet for a moment, and Mialyn saw pain and confusion in his eyes, “I thought I would kill him Mialyn. My sword was in my hands before I understood what was happening…I still do not recall what truly happened, only that he was laughing terribly and I was bleeding tears of blood….and that I…” He stopped, “I have acted foolishly…”



    “Yes.” Mialyn spoke simply, coldly, “You have acted foolishly. All must come to bow to Osiris that wishes to live until his reign is passed. All must live in subjection of a kind, the way of life. You should simply leave and go home if you are not going to accept this. Osiris Descouedres is my Grandfather, and you must do all my family honour.”



    Thayden’s voice was laced with contempt, “You are the daughter of Kaylas, you are not the daughter of Epsilon. I do not marry a princess of Epsilon, for I am not a traitor.”



    Mialyn shook her head, “I am a daughter of many worlds. And while we are here I am a Princess of Epsilon. Do not presume to tell me what I am Thayden Shirou.”



    “You will be my wife Mialyn, and I may be a common boy but I know what type of woman I want to marry. And I will marry Mialyn Istarei. I have no love of Epsilon, I will not pretend to.” Thayden flexed his wings, a haughty expression on his handsome face.



    “Then leave and return to your farm.”



    “I won your hand, many died there around me trying. I will not dishonour them, nor you and I will never dishonour Kaylas. Do not tell me to leave- I will be your husband Mialyn.”



    “For a farm boy you are arrogant…I am not your wife yet- I am your princess.”



    “I may be from a farming village - but I am a warrior and as worthy as any princess. You would shame your father if he heard you talking so.”



    Mialyn blushed with fury this time, “I have said nothing shameful.”



    “Mialyn.” It was her father’s disapproving voice that answered, “Are you obedient?” he asked, his tone cool and commanding.



    She turned to face him and gave a respectful bow, “Yes, Father, I am obedient.”



    “Then do not behave so rudely.”



    Mialyn’s cheeks burned crimson still, but some other emotion flared within her and she looked deeply into her father’s black eyes, “I was not being rude- only truthful.”



    “You were being rude, daughter. I ask again- are you obedient?”



    Mialyn sighed, “Yes, Father.”



    “Then you will not argue further with me- apologize to Thayden.”



    There followed a moment of stony silence, but Mialyn eventually turned to the boy on the bed and bowed, “My apologies Thayden Shirou.”



    Cole stepped up to the bedside, surveying his future son-in-law with a critical eye, “I see you are repaired. Enough to leave your bed?”



    In response Thayden stood from the bed and bowed deeply, “Yes, my King.” He straightened and Mialyn saw the awe and respect in his eyes as he stood before her father.



    She knew that her father was pleased with her healing work, though it was not custom to say so. When Mialyn worked the art for any other member of the Descouedres family she was thanked profusely, despite the discomfort such praise often brought.



    One should not be praised for a duty- and all standing in the room understood that. Still, her father nodded approvingly at Thayden’s recovery and then walked slowly to the window, folding his arms and peering out across the gardens below with a steady cold gaze.



    His gi was black and embroidered with white and red threads that depicted the ancient tale of Kaylas’s battle with the Unseelie King. The long sleeves of the gi fell down from his crossed arms and Mialyn could see that Thayden too was examining the beautiful needlework, and recognising the age old tale that it told.



    Thayden’s meditation was disrupted when Cole spoke, “I think that now it would be fitting for you and I to have a serious talk Thayden of Shirou…there is much you must learn about Epsilon.”



    At the mention of the world, the boy stiffened, and Mialyn knew that her father had observed Thayden’s manner, “Mialyn- leave us. You will see to dinner this evening.”



    Mialyn bowed, “Yes father.” She could not resist throwing Thayden a small glare as she walked from the room, but it was a glare he returned with full force.



    * * *

    Mialyn prepared the dinner early, wishing more than anything that Ceres would leave and entertain herself elsewhere. They stood together in the kitchen and though Ceres had little training as a chef she contradicted everything that Mialyn did or said. The dinner took twice the time it should have and when Mialyn finished covering it for preservation she left the quarters in a hurry, making her way to where the rehearsals for the Royal Dance were taking place.



    The Hall was brightly lit and Mialyn entered quietly, allowing herself to slip into the shadows cast around the thick red velvet curtains of the fore stage.



    The dancers did not practice on the stage, but the floor had been cleared of the seating and a stage floor had been laid down to cover the normal rich golden rugs and black carpeting. To the far corner the all male orchestra was seated, and the agitated conductor could be seen taking sips from his water canteen which no doubt held a liquid that was not water.



    The Royal Guard, situated along the outer walls had not seen Mialyn slip into the room and she was pleased with herself and wary of their lack of attention. She saw that they were young, and only a few had been trained by her father that she recognized. Their focus was not on the safety of those in the room and Mialyn did not have to look far to see why they were distracted thus.



    Her cousin stood in the centre of a circle of dancers, all seated save for her and for the Epsilonian master of arts, the writer and director of the Dance. Sorsha looked flushed and as Mialyn concentrated on the two people she realised that they were arguing. Sorsha’s green eyes blazed with fury, nothing short of the full passion that the woman brought to the dance floor with her.



    Sorsha had just recovered from the birth of Celestrian triplets but she looked stunning as ever, dressed in her practice dancing gown of deep red flowing silks. Her pumps too were red and sparkled alluringly as did her diamond studded black tights that stretched over her long and shapely legs.



    It was little wonder that the men were staring- but they should not be distracted! Mialyn made a mental note to inform her father of the present guard in the theatre.



    Whatever the Princess and the director had been arguing about was soon finished. Mialyn watched as an unsatisfied Sorsha stormed angrily yet with the utmost grace to her place marked on the floor by a white chalked ‘X’.



    The conductor hurriedly put away his canteen and turned to face his instrumentalists, striking up an impressive piece that sent chills running through Mialyn from the very first note.



    Sorsha moved with all the grace of a tiger stalking its prey, she seemed deadly as she danced, entrancing and bewitching- all the things Epsilon frowned upon in a woman. The guards attention drew even further away from thoughts of weaponry and lookout. Their eyes were quite obviously transfixed on Sorsha and she danced like a flame, her red skirts twirling about her, contrasting with her long ebony curls that fell about her hips.



    Mialyn saw several of the dancing girls that sat around the princess mouthing ‘witch’ at each other, and she rolled her eyes, turning her attention back to Sorsha. In an instant she sensed that something was amiss.



    Sorsha’s male counterpart had joined the dance and they were moving together in a way that would have been highly inappropriate for the Imperial Princess of Epsilon in any other circumstance but a dance. Their body movements were fluid and they seemed to flow into each other, parting and meeting and then dancing for moments in a disjointed seemingly violent fashion.



    Mialyn forced herself to loose interest in the moves, allowing her warrior sight to take control and see the scene for all that it really was.



    The male dancer rested one hand on Sorsha’s hip and Mialyn searched for where he placed his other hand. It was then she saw the flash of silver as he took a small sickle knife from his pocket.



    Mialyn moved in instinct, and to those that watched it seemed as though the young red headed woman had appeared from thin air. Her sword was in her hands and she sliced accurately through the man’s arm. It fell, still clutching the dagger to the floor and Mialyn raised her sword arm again, in time to see that Sorsha was holding a fan and that the man’s head was now falling to lie beside his severed arm. Sorsha’s metal edged fan was smeared in blood and her face was flushed but void of any emotion.



    The man’s body slumped lastly to the floor at Sorsha’s feet and she stepped back disdainfully. The guards had come to circle them, but too late. Sorsha glared coldly at them, “Remove this mess from my sight.” As she spoke she reached down and lifted the dagger from the detached hand, reading the symbol on its hilt, “The Brotherhood.” She hissed, throwing the dagger into the man’s back- it sunk with precision into his dead heart.



    “Inform my father of this.” Mialyn ordered, turning on the guards now, “Inform him immediately of your failure.”



    * * *

    Current Mood: confused
    Tuesday, February 22nd, 2005
    4:33 pm
    !!!Yuki!!! ...Um...no...wait...Sun?
    Lalalala! Hee hee. Just a quick entry to prove I'm not dead. Heading to mums soon, there to have a hot bath :) Then later Lyndz and I are going to discuss the seasons in Crimsin so we can add more description and enviroment to what I hope is the final draft. :) When this is added all we'll need to do is read it through once more and send it off...and then wait for the rejection letters to start rolling in... :D lmao.

    Check this out!!!!

    http://www.deviantart.com/view/15421150/

    Blessings H xXx

    Current Mood: cold
    Current Music: none
    Thursday, February 10th, 2005
    8:51 pm
    Morpheus
    Morpheus


    ?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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    Current Mood: tired
    Monday, February 7th, 2005
    8:53 am
    Elfwood... missing in action?!!!!
    Hey, Elfwood seems to be missing!

    OMG!¬!!11111 Wotever shall I do with out my Elfwood-san-kun-sama!!! Ne Baka, ne baka!!!!! Hentai!!! My world is ending!"£$$%%$&^%$^$%!!!! A few hours or *gasp* shuld I even suggest it, days??1111 I cannopt go on!!!11111 *Grabs Kenshin plushie and jumps off bridge.*
    Tuesday, January 25th, 2005
    10:19 am
    WOOTWOOTWOOT!
    Just a quick post to say - I HAVE A JOB!!!

    I start on Monday 31st Jan.

    Yay!! Woot!!

    *End Post*

    Current Mood: accomplished
    Current Music: This Machine
    Monday, January 10th, 2005
    3:53 pm
    Audaces Fortuna Iuvat
    Fortune Favours the Bold.

    Well, Xmas has come and gone, and it wasn't really what I was expecting. My dad was rushed into hospital on xmas eve, he's alright now and home, thank goddess. However I'm left with a feeling that Christmas didn't really happen this year. :s

    I did a lot of drawing today, and hopefully will put in a ticket to update my sorely neglected gallery sometime either this week or next. Can't think of much else to write at the moment, so I shall get on with my lineart.

    **Edit**

    I would like to point out that today is 09/03/05 and I STILL haven't updated my gallery. Lmao.

    Current Mood: blah
    Current Music: This is How You Remind Me - Nickleback
    Thursday, December 23rd, 2004
    1:41 pm
    Well I thought since it was getting near the end of the year I should post. ^-^ It's nearly Xmas (two days!!!! Wee!!!!!) and apart from a headache that's a hang over from the cold that nearly killed me last week, I'm fine.

    My gerbil, Dagger, died last night, which I'm sad about. His brother, Onyx, keeps looking at me everytime I go into the bathroom (that's where their cage are, weird I know... They do enjoy watching people pee... :s) as if I'm going to bring Dagger back. He was with him when he died, but I'm not sure how much he understands. Poor wee thing, hopefully he won't feel to lonely since he has Copper in the next cage. Dagger had a sea burial today, I felt a bit silly saying prayers over his card box coffin before dropping it into the sea (people kept staring) but I didn't like to send him of without saying stuff. Lol. I am likely mad. (Nope I am certainly mad, I was up at 7 this morning explaining to a gerbil that I was going to burry his brother at sea...) Anyway, I feel a bit better about it now. Perhaps Dagger will be something larger in his next life.

    My chicken curry is getting cold. :s Anyway, I also think my entire family may be mad, my dad is outside planting little plants in our garden as I type. lol. Only a pisces plants in December. I went to help Dad do the last of his Xmas shopping this morning and we had a nice long talk afterwards, about my granda and other things. I found out a lot of stuff about his death that I didn't know. Like he had a brain tumor and he took a collapsed when Dad was on his own in the house with him. It must have been awful, Dad was only 14. We talked about a lot of stuff, which was nice, I think I'm kinda morbid sometimes, but I'm glad I know the details now.

    Hmm... What else? Well I've been on Elfwood for over a year now!! Yay! And everything is all well and good in Forsaken land, have rediscovered Crimsin and am loving it all over again. *Sends Lyndz a hug* It's so great to have this, thanks hun for sharing our world. It's so amazing, look what we built! ^-^ and I think as long as we both love it we'll keep building, bigger and better stuff.

    Well on that note I think I will sign off and print my Xmas cards.

    Blessings and Love to All,

    Helen xXx

    Current Mood: energetic
    Current Music: Crush 40 - What I'm Made of...
    Wednesday, November 24th, 2004
    5:53 pm
    For shits and giggles.
    hangar, where the Clayr kept their magical aircraft. Three of

    Lirael, Garth Nix

    Current Mood: tired
    Current Music: silence
    Monday, November 8th, 2004
    11:52 pm
    Random writing and pirate me
    Brook of the Dead Waters
    Part One


    It is easy to label someone else. The reality we all are forced to live in is a mixed up place, labels make it seem neater. Easier to accept, to see our place in the world. Which is of course centre stage. Everyone is the main character of their own story. Everyone is the star, the most important person, the one whom which the whole damn universe revolves around. Anyone who denies that is lying. I never could stand false modesty.

    It is easy to judge someone without knowing their justification. Just as it is easy to justify each and every action we ourselves make. I am sure if I delved deep enough into my murky past I could find a way to justify everything I have ever done. Every life I have taken.

    But I do not care about justification, this is not a courtroom. You asked about my life, and, well, I never could resist an opportunity to talk about myself.

    This is my story, I suppose. Though I see it, not as flowing, unbroken narrative, but as a series of steps. Like a picture made of bullet points. But please do not attempt to join the dots. Do not look for the deeper meaning. Do not mistake it as justification. Still, I suppose, if I am willing to lay down the facts, you will not be able to help but draw your own conclusions.

    You know who I am of course. Brook of the Dead Waters, Mercenary and Thief Lord. At your service, as always…


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    Tuesday, November 2nd, 2004
    8:39 am
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    Saturday, October 23rd, 2004
    8:42 pm
    Well, I realised I haven't written much about what is actually going on in my life for a while so I thought I'd fix that. Well into Kaylas (the book that follows Crimsin) now, infact its nearly 100 pages, which will be a cause for celebration. ^-^

    Have been trying to write today for sometime, but nothing is coming out, which is very annoying. Got some on paper but I don't even seem to beable to type right. Weird.

    My computer seems broke for the forseeble future which stucks, but it's Lyndsay's birthday on Friday which is cool. I was also very sick yesterday...which wasn't pleasent at all...

    Yuri seems to be the new love of my life. lol. Must be the ponytail.

    Anyways, I must go and try to get some writing out.

    Blessings Helen x

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